And since there are only a few years left
I’ve had to give up some things
Long bodied dates and other big seeded fruits
Mango, avacado
Dried ones too
Neither animal protein nor nuts
I’ve given up the urge to go, also work and travel
But not pain, my insistent companion
And not quiet
The quiet nights of the unexplored hours
Sitting, watching, listening
To the nothingness that is still avilable