Nothing Feels Clean
You’ve flooded the fridge with food,
and I want to fling it to the floor,
flush it down any place but my mouth
because it’s a vague identifying of
the bean or veggie before it’s spice
and no nuance, no taste, unlike
our cooking you gracelessly slander
but ungratefully gobble down.
You’ve touched all the teacups —
even the one I based my debut poem
on, the one boasting pink blossoms —
and I’m typically the first to knock
violence, but the rouge of the mug
turned red as a rage burned so,
so brightly, I’m surprised my eyes
weren’t alight and blistering.
You’ve inspired indifference to ignite:
congratulations, because I’ve
abandoned rhyme, rhythm, reason
to write, forgone poetics to force out
parasites, come up with the perfect
goodbye (good news: good riddance!),
if only circumstance didn’t forbid
saying it to your face
…but, technically, hypothetically,
conversationally, I can’t eliminate
the possibility of you reading this.
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Your angst is tangible here. I love your description of the teacup’s angry flush, and “I want to fling it to the floor/flush it down any place but my mouth” is both a fantastic line and a blazing retort.
Thank you! This was quite a cathartic poem to write, albeit not the happiest or uplifting (and that line in particular was fun to write). But, I’m happy it all still worked for you!