On the Circle
The street cleaner moves along the circle
where we live now behind a manicured lawn
in a brick townhome – the first brick anything
we’ve owned. You have no doubt
assumed that we are white — and you would be
correct, though at least a few of our neighbors
(African-, Chinese-, Pakistani-American)
might flinch at that assumption.
Stiff metal bristles twirl, slow, slow,
beneath the cleaner truck, scraping up
mostly a lack of dirt. It is quiet
on this street. Sunlight quiet among trees
in a small park across the way. Not like our first
apartment, hard against asphalt, against the “inner”
city where kids traded pills, and worse, outside our door.
Before that my husband grew up in a five-room house
clean and modest, asbestos-shingled, his mother’s
beauty parlor in the back. None of our parents
had running water, growing up in rural houses–
at least at first. You see where I’m headed here:
we are part of how things worked well–
for some of us. For a while.
The product of the GI bill for him
(after Vietnam) and for my dad, post WWII.
We live on a street bought with their sacrifice,
bought with the lives of the ones (black and white
and otherwise) who didn’t make it back.
It’s not enough, not what they fought to make,
until we learn that no one’s safe unless all of us are.
And though the loudest sound at morning here
is birdsong in air clear, at least for now,
of bullets, tear gas, acrid smoke, and even rain,
the fire that needed to be lit burns closer.
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This poem’s inadequate to what I want to say. But it is what came to me to be said on Monday. Took me two days to decide to put it up. And now I post it because silence is not the answer.
Leatha, your poem reminds me of Pauletta’s poem at https://lexpomo.com/poem/june-2-2020/. Your eloquent poem is what we need right now instead of silence.
Leatha – Wonderful poem. “We are part of how things worked well–for some of us.” And that’s the heart of things, isn’t it?
Wonderful poem
Your houses let me walk with you through the line of your life. I can see each home . . .
This poem is stunning in its content and its flow. Thanks so much
I’m so glad you did post this poem. It’s evocative and truthful and bold. Even though white America may never really understand what it means to be black in America, we certainly can honor justice and fair treatment; and realize that we all just want the same things: a nice place to live, a decent job, safety for our families.
Beautiful, Leatha. Thank you!