Performance Review II: Nightmare (self-cento)
Of which link have you made between the dreamer’s past, present, and future heartaches are you most proud?
So small on the full bed, he naps. I hope he learns names of countless once and living things: limestone sandstone black bits of shale–a little marvel to see each day–a little kid and me because I ache too much now witnessing Wonder when I’m alone. Sometimes I just need to lie down in the rain, for someone to swallow me whole. I am all husk, hollowed out, peeking into empty rain spouts, scratching chitan. The grackles cack and complain summer is not lonely.
Which gives you the most trouble: altering settings, drowning, blurred vision, or overlapping faces?
I still see Dad in his chair
listening to his favorite music
with his eyes half-closed.
It was my arms that knew him
and the ways we carry each other:
nightly phone calls grew into lists
of meals, music, naps.
Dad needed to know
I was okay
(How long could you carry him? You takin’ him home?
Yes, home.)
Rank yourself in terms of prolonged daytime reverberation.
The boat is sinking.
There’s a shark 10 yards away from the boat.
A lot of shark attacks lately,
their surgical steel practicality camouflage[s] tiny knives.
Other people, they can no longer see them.
The dumb, too distracted to collect words,
spit out the first dribble–
white shit spangles on the cement
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The dumb, too distracted to collect words,
spit out the first dribble–
white shit spangles on the cement
This is golden
Love your self cento! The dialogue creates great interest.
Ohh crazy! I love it. The interview-style is such a fun twist. Have you read The Vertical Interrogation of Strangers? It’s a poetry collection by Bhanu Kapil. Her questions are so haunting… and have sparked a couple of my own pieces. Questions are so fun to play with.
I love “I am all husk, hollowed out, peeking into empty rain spouts, scratching chitan.”
Thanks for your comments this month! Best of luck in wherever your writing takes you next. Cheers!