Rereading a Journal
Lines upon lines of messy scrawl,
barely decipherable by the mind that
created them to begin with,
stare back from once blank pages,
while I stare back with a memory
just as blank as the paper before me
used to be.
I could trace every letter written,
one by one,
but still my mind refuses to believe
the words we wrote together.
A false autobiography fades away,
its pages and carefully written lines
blurred out, partially erased by tears
from eyes that can no longer see
anything but the present.
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The last line is striking and powerful!
Wow, the last stanza is so powerful! You handle the shift from the awkwardness of rereading words from your past self to the lines “blurred out, partially erased by tears” (my favorite line, by the way) so well.
This is so well done. I especially like the ending, but the whole piece has a nice arc.
Rereading a journal is risky business