Selfish
It feels like everyone is moving on
And I’m stuck here
Wrapped up, suffocating
Laying in bed wondering what I’ll do today
Everyone is finding their partner
Finding their home, making new friends
And I am so exhaustingly happy for them
But dammit I just want to feel selfish for a minute
Selfish that I lose precious time with them
Selfish that I’m not making the same choices
Selfish that I know it’s not my time for that
Selfish that I feel so alone yet so alive