here I am again
the song on repeat
why am I not able to move past
there’s a vagueness
a desire to move forward
yet no true plan
ideas, dreams scattered like seeds
yet nothing comes to fruition
I’ve planted, watered
waited
perhaps the soil is subpar
dare I replant
toil and trouble for yet another year
I hope that is not what’s required of me
yet, so be it if it is