You said you’d always be there

That you’d answer any time I call 

That you’d have my back when things get too heavy

But you showed me that The floor is the only thing always there for me

Your name is gravity

Cause you’re always bringing me down.

You always flake when I try to come around

Time after time you’ve left me to drown

In these thoughts in my head that you used to help get out

I guess I’ll  walk in circles

I guess I’ll count to 10

I guess I’ll write my thoughts in a book and sulk through the pen

I guess I’ll slowly unwind

And talk my shit online

Lets just hope I don’t hurt myself like I did that one time

I’ll let the fuse keep burning

I guess I’ll be fine

After all I’ve made it this far

When I’ve always felt like dying

I was

Lying, lying with you

Now I’m Lying, lying to you

When you ask if I still love you

Even though  you know I do

Now I’m lying on the floor ,

Just lying