I smiled today
I worked today
I lived today
I also grieved today
I don’t know how many days
The future holds
None of us do, but I am pretty sure 
That I will grieve for my son
The rest of the days I have on earth
But I will also LIVE the days I have left
I will make music, write poetry, help people
And most of all, I will love BIG
I will treat each day as a gift