The Junk of Sardis
Our house, 1876 vintage, sits outside
a village named for a Persian city
talked about in Revelations as a place
where things started were not finished,
place of image, not substance; in our house
I clunk through drawers of junk
like a dry drunk looking for a hidden bottle
of Old Grandad with a few drops
of ambrosia in the bottom, but in our house
junk’s not confined to drawers,
it tumbles out of closets, falls off
bookshelves, lurks under the couch,
sleeps under sheets of unmade beds;
don’t get me wrong, we’re not hoarders,
not boarders of the unnecessary,
we’re middlle-of-the-road collectors,
accumulating a cache of locks & bones
& bells & stones & stamps & maps
that whisper to us about the space & time
we’ve occupied here. Oh dear, pundits
tell us to grab two keepsakes to hold
in the coming catastrophe. Two?
just two to save, two things on my person
when the comet strikes and we’re blown
to smithereens? Still I try and so glide
past a table stacked with folders of odd lines
of verse, then ascend the stairs to God
knows where…oh, it’s my old workout room
and it’s forgotten view of the garden;
amidst the stationary bike, Nordic flexor,
dumbbells. isometric exerciser bars, there’s
the double chest of drawers, full of clothes
I swear I’ll someday fit into again;
I believe my beloved objects are in the top left,
so I rummage through, desperately throwing
aside my Artic cool shirts made in Vietnam
with ZE*X technology and my pants,
Hydrofreeze capable in case I’m ever stuck
in Antartica…alas, I can’t find my two precious icons
…they must be here…My God, now CNN says
we have 45 minutes before the big bang.
Good Lord! Where could they be? Suddenly
I feel their invisible tug; sweating and panting
I tear open the bottom drawer on the right,
it’s full of a half dozen jeans with authentic
knee holes gaining value which I heave out
onto the floor and thank God there they are,
my two darling objects sitting calmly
all these years, 19 to be exact: my retirement
watch, gold with gold chain, without hands,
given by the apostle Paul, the one from the bible,
who had visited Sardiz to preach about getting
things done…and here’s the other item of veneration,
my wedding ring, from both marriages, hidden
quietly, without display or fame, without expectation.
only the circle of continuation
When its alarm starts blaring I throw my android
out the window. I’m aware of breathing,
of standing in our antique house with everything
my long line of double helix has brought me,
I smile and descend the stairway to the kitchen
There you are…roasting tomatoes & frying apples
11 thoughts on "The Junk of Sardis"
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What a long list of items, all the things we collect, when all we need are roasting tomatoes & frying apples!
I love it!
I share the relief that comes with the last line
Jim, I felt at home in your poem…
trunkloads of goodstuff here!
Love the itemization. And the pair we end up with at the end.
Great read.
The jam
” God
knows”
Yes !
And yeah a whole lotta good in this.
Such a wonderful collection and the energy you build throughout the poem. Love the jeans with “authentic knee holes.” The last line let me take a breath and smile. Thanks for this!
I’m right there with you, Jim, especially the “the double chest of drawers, full of clothes/I swear I’ll someday fit into again;” and all the rest. Two things especially about this poem that I like: Sardis (a creative element to build around), and the background panic of the coming doom. Nice work, brother!
that whisper to us about the space
and time we’ve occupied here
Yes!
This is a beautiful piece! You found your treasure!
I love the relationship to the environment and connection to all the things–it feels that binds it all together in a flow of language like a real stream of consciousness moving through the house and it feels familiar, like we are really in your head…Thanks so much for this poem. I loved reading it–It’s amazing!