I try to not look back.
There’s no changing it anyway.
It challenges me to find out
what went wrong , how I misjudged
that turn, why I kept going so fast.
I knew better.  My only thought
in the moment was that it didn’t kill me
Now I simply try not to get hurt again.
Yet, the curves, the ups and downs seem
not so distant in my mind.
The issue is, “Will I die this time?”
What will be the ultimate cost?
How to learn while still moving forward
Fear cant drive my choices
The cost of living is having to hurt
But not dwelling on the hurt so much it ends you.