in a glass
warming
warring
with me

free
as free as my grandfather throwing back
his daily Seagrams shot
before drawing hits from a floor-size air tank

free
as a reporter
recorder of the Kent State massacre
showing up in the newsroom
with whiskey on his breath

free
as me
staggering from a Wilmington bar
navigating badly to the hotel
accosted by cops
saved by his editor from jail

all spirits
all blood in a glass
down by some ass
in the grass