To Love a Complicated Place
is a blessing
to know its switchback roads by heart,
the way they rise and buckle
like ribs beneath the skin of hills,
to follow them down
into mist-soaked hollers
where the air smells of rain.
It holds history
in quilts stitched by hand,
in gravestones half-sunk in clay,
in the way your name echoes back to you
from the ridge.
It is a curse
to carry the ache of a place
that raised Mamaw,
to feel at odds with the same
patch of dirt
where she ran barefoot,
her shins mud-streaked,
her laughter caught in the trees
like clothes on a line.
To love the land
but bristle at the silence
it keeps.
It is necessary
to know it both ways.
To taste the sweetness of blackberries
picked by hand,
and still name the bitterness
growing beside them.
To let it hold us,
this place,
in all its contradictions,
beauty tangled with sorrow.
To remember
we are still becoming,
same as the land.
It is how we survive
ourselves,
each other,
this world.
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I love this. It is complicated, you are right about that! The last stanza is perfect.
“It is necessary to know it both ways” is such a huge and important line in this. Personal histories shape so much of who we become and they shouldn’t be ignored, difficult as they may to examine.
I love this piece wholly. “To love the land/but bristle at the silence/it keeps.” SO very real.