No words or warning could’ve prepared me
(I love you. I already know. I’ve known for a while. )
I didn’t ask for this. 
I don’t know how I got here. 
It was like I steppedinshutthedoorturnedthekey 
All without noticing. 
Now I can hear the stopped engine clicking under the hood 
But how did I , you know , arrive here ?? 
I didn’t ask for any of this 
The power of this thing …
I can’t say anything, now or ever. 
(You didn’t ask for this, either.   )
(You especially did not.)
Best not to risk it, anyhow. 
It’s good to live in hope