First-Grade Guesswork
Our move to Broadway was delayed
by the installation of the living room’s
plush carpet
until one Friday
after school my eighth-grade brother
mounted me on his handle bars
and we flew down our new street
like a pair of screeching hawks
From the sidewalk the front door’s
beveled window with leaded glass
the arched entryway
the brick alcove
the spaciousness of the place
made me forget the little house
where I had started the day
Soon my parents had a party befitting
their status as model-home owners
…the drifting murmur of the crowd
shot glasses clinking
occasional shouts
reached my restless upstairs sleep
but a slam of the front door
brought me down to see Dad
standing there looking at the carpet’s
scatter of beveled glass
Uncle Lloyd
had too much to drink he said
My older brother took me back to bed
and told me Uncle Lloyd wouldn’t stop
using the N-word so Dad kicked him out
It took years for me to know
what the N-word meant
but I noticed the window in the door
always rattled when the wind was up
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New house, same old family. And the wind bringing a memory. You always put us right there.
I echo Larry – ‘You always put us right there.’
Great ending. I saw and felt this poem.
Your dad’s principles meant more to him than some new “perfect” house. A good lesson for a young boy, even if it took you a while to understand it. Your writing is so vivid and compelling. I am there in the moment.
I wondered how you would follow last year. Now Iknow and you did it splendidly.