The fluorescent-lighted complex
Smelled of stale urine
And cafeteria food
I could hear TVs
And groans
An occasional cough or holler
The stacking of trays and bowls
The low hum of lights and air conditioners
A few radios
Wide-eyed, we gawked at their bent
And wrinkled forms
So alien to our youth
As we marched, as directed
Front and center
Into the recreation room
We formed rows
In front of their big tube TV
Someone had to switch off
Regis and Kathie Lee
And we sang:
“Don’t Sit Under the Apple Tree With Anyone Else but Me”
And
“Boogie Woogie Bugle Boy of Company B”
Some of the silver-crowned folk
Clapped hands
Patted thighs
Others sat silent
Eerily silent
One lady cried
Then, they had us sing through the hallways
And as we passed by
Residents tracked us with gray, sunken eyes
I remember a man
With grey, matted hair
And bib denim overalls –
He kept patting a chair
“Sit a spell,” was his invitation
And I wished to fulfill his request
But my teacher patted my head
Pushed me along and said –
“We can’t stay here.”
I knew the old man held
A treasure trove of stories
And I had youthful, rosy cheeks
And an inclined ear
There was a silent longing between us
Stretching across the abyss –
They bussed us back over
To the fluorescent-lighted complex
Of youth
It smelled of sweaty children
And cafeteria food
Full of high-pitched squeals
And classroom bells
It was back to our regular programming
Someone switched off
“The Polka Dot Door”
And the teacher
Stood in front of the television cart
And began her lesson
But I was thinking of the old man
Across the chasm
Both of us behind
Thick, cement-block walks
Such a lovely movement here from one institution to the other, and that longing to connect. Lovely.
I cringe to hear those fluorescents hum. Thanks for sharing this touching reflection
Such a strong parallel between the school and the nursing home. Both wanting a connection and denied the chance. Beautiful narrative.
An expression of two of America’s greatest institutional failures…nursing homes & schools
Haunting. Lovely work.
Thank you all for your kind words!
Your poem flows so well from school to nursing home, both prisons in their own way. Excellent work!
Lovely – and aptly titled!