What Must and Cannot Be Said
“You think (those) we loved ever truly leave us?
You think that we don’t recall them more clearly than ever…”
– J.K. Rowling
There are no words; this is not a poem.
There is nothing poetic, right, speakable,
or appropriate to say when the truth is
no better than the silence. So.
I write you while I cannot speak
to you, or to the injustice, or to the horror
of a world that is not and never will be
fair. Where a father can be the greatest
father, in every capability, and in the moment
when he holds his daughters in his palm—
that moment I couldn’t see, and cannot be
there for, again. But I have to believe
what Einstein believed, about energy,
about the universe: Nothing ever
truly leaves. And I add my silence
to this lament: No one ever truly leaves.
So it is, I know, with this tragedy.
So it is with your precious daughters.
So it is, always, with your friend, your brother,
who has cried for you for days.
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Powerful. You left it all on the page.
Ty, Bernie.
I tried. But didn’t know if this one succeeded. Hard one to write.
This makes me think of the concept and feel of Ubuntu – connected universal humanity, the I am who I am because of who you are. We are together through it all..
That explains my experience with my bestie completely.
Thank you for sharing, Susan.
Joseph, this is incredibly moving. I have reread this many times. Thank you!