but you just…

but you just

can’t 

make             

your brain

recall it

like it slipped

in cerebro-

spinal fluid

lost

in the slosh

inside your skull

and if you just…

if you just…

if you just

had

a few more seconds

one more song

one more mind

one more opportunity

you might just…

you might just

pull a random fact

straight out of your ass

and score a couple points

you might just…

have that moment

of crystal clarity

and leave that dead end job

you might just…

be done with the abuse

draw that boundary

you might just…

figure out a way

to be honest

with yourself

and with others

you might just…

tell someone

exactly

how you feel

you might just….

you might just….

sorry…

what was the question again?