Posts for June 5, 2020 (page 9)

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Poem

Autocorrect

I am waiting to be called
as a witness for the prosecution
in the trial of my upbringing.
The courtroom fills up. There is the piano teacher,
neck ropy with veins, the housekeeper
who fell in the pool, the wax pâte
of the smiling headmaster.
There is the coach with his tightly curled beard
and the coach with his clean shave and sunglasses.
The priest moves somewhere in back—
I can see his green and gold robes, smell his aftershave.
Kids are running around. I see J, with the puffy black eye
I gave him when he made fun of A,
there’s A herself, grinning shyly out of a blonde halo
from the back of her father’s red convertible.
College roommates are in the balcony, banging on pots and pans.
There’s that one girl I never called back,
and a few that I shouldn’t have. Are they rolling their eyes?
Down in the front with their dogs
sit my folks, looking concerned: how dear my upbringing is to them,
and there it sits, charged and indicted, in a navy Brooks Brother’s suit,
looking straight ahead and unapologetic,
while lawyers cordially confer on points of procedure
and wait for the judge, busy donning his robes.
Everyone’s a little preoccupied so I light right the hell out of there
to get some air and maybe take in the sights. Seems it’s rained recently.
The city hums, shaking off moisture, purposeful and optimistic.
People with briefcases walk briskly through shallowing puddles,
and stop at street vendors for pretzels and coffee
before returning to their paperwork.
School children pile off the bus and into the park
under a soaring Constable sky.
Someone’s busking. Coins ruffle cash in the guitar case.
Everything functions as it should. There’s even a newspaper,
where, on the front page, I read a story
about reasonable people getting along.


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Poem

Another damn squirrel

I’ve done my research.
Ground food for doves, peanuts for jays, a thistle sock for the finches.
It’s a cool morning.
I grab my binoculars, a notebook, and my worn second-hand field guide.
I take my seat, ready for the show.
A commotion draws my eye to the open platform feeder.
Who will it be-a cardinal, chickadee, nut hatch, towhee?
Imagine my disappointment, another damn squirrel.


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Poem

Pine Mountain Cemetery V Sary

Pine Mountain Cemetery V
                     Sary

Cherokee cheeks, bright button eyes,
Black hair with never a white streak
Braided down her burdened back.

We won’t grieve for her over there
Under a limestone rock. Isn’t done
When one lives to be ninety one.

To have lived so long in another’s hogan
Three generations gave little heed to tasks
Deliberately undone and left for her.

I’d quarrel too if the great spirit left me
Stranded far from those who knew how
My four feet passed so well in our tribe.

Her fingers never still she created
Wonders of weaving, quilting, too.
Treasures now but too late for her.

I’ll leave this little grass basket, a copy
She taught me to weave on a quiet
Morning under an Indian summer sky.


Category
Poem

Prey for the Pen

Thoughts scatter and still ‘neath the shadow of my pen,
Self-consciously aware of the poise and passion of their predecessors,
Suppressed, unsure, uninspired,
Not yet ready to be devoured or admired.

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Poem

Inciting a Poetry Riot

Seize my mind, snatch my eyes,          
mobilize my fingers,  scratch words
to melt prison bars, set lies on fire,
free our Queen, Truth.


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Poem

Mutable Delivery

On the Eve of the Strawberry Moon Eclipse

Ain’t that just the way:

My witches’ bath products?

Delivered during Kentucky rain.

Honey. Live for them showers.
Gods. Penumbra-soaked box had itself a snake
and a house sorting bath bomb nestled inside

and, naturally, 5 bags of bath bomb crumbles,

cause can’t never have enough
bath bomb crumbles or never enough friends to share with– 
Doll. Even these days without believable mind
to find witches to blame for this plague or, pandemic: 
these days, these days. Sugar. Tonnes of
these days where we socialize distantly. 
Sunshine. However do spin and align the yonder planets,
we wash our hands.
Precious. Ritual in our hands, Rule of Three:
wash our hands, wash our hands, 
towel ourselves into better be-ings. 

Singled out, some done find themselves outcrafted by the calendar-
time ain’t been wandering, but it sure seems so.

Mercy. Volunteers contain themselves, protective,
quarantined 

into solitary practices.


Category
Poem

Uncle Grady Approaches Creativity, Rage & Desire

Dutiful usher at Ragged Rock
Christian Assembly, Uncle Grady
was a wannabe badass. Aunt Velma put an end
to that with scriptures out loud at every sitdown
meal. He’d take long fishing trips
to Eva Harbor, steer his  ‘75 Bubble Top Eliminator

to the middle of the Tennessee River where he’d rant
full-throated. Cook the shit—the god damn living
daylights—out of that ugly bottom feeder. On weekends
he’d lock himself in the garage to make his own
lures with wood, paper clips, a piece of deer
antler or an empty rifle casing. Mama
said he hit Velma once & cousin Merle said

before Viet Nam Grady planned a move to Olive Grove
to attend the Memphis College of Art. I found a 1971
Playboy & a rough charcoal
sketch of a nude under a stack
of bleached-out towels in the half
bath next to his workroom, one spot
Aunt Velma never cleaned. I felt something
delicate & brittle in him lurking like the spiked
stem of a Dark Night rose. Grady never

laid a hand on me. Sometimes he broke
away, a thin needle off a block
of red pine or the curled peel
of an Elberta nectarine. That time he liquored up
and belted perfect harmony with his 33 1⁄3
rpm long-playing collectible, Johnny Cash
With His Hot and Blue Guitar.


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Poem

Walking the Dog

My college boyfriend
–over 6 feet tall–
lies on the ground
between my feet
and every friend
and stranger’s feet
trampling his face
his neck, his chest
He is tethered
to my ankles
and I back up
2 steps, 3 steps
to drag him away
save what I can
but they keep coming
for the invisible man


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Poem

Pain

It’s an ever present fact of life,
Wherever danger may be found pain will follow,
But pain is found in many places,
Even in joy,
Joy is were pain is felt most intensely,
Wounds heal over time,
Scar tissue fades with each tick of the clock,
However,
The pain felt from previous joy,
will never fade away


Category
Poem

My words in your mouth feel like the best betrayal

She says 
“I love you  
I don’t plan on giving you up  
I am yours as long as you’ll have me”

As if my heart was not already anchored to her seasons. 

As if I hadn’t said those words to another. 
I watched my words fall to earth, years ago. 
Caught and examined and set aside 
unwanted 
Watched myself 
Shatter
into a very long winter 

Two cardinals kiss at my feeder,
beaks
exchanging a seed so delicately that my bones ache.

and one morning I wake up
and find my words 
in her mouth

I am a humble lizard basking
and she is the sun,  

a tree opens new leaves    
like hands spread in prayer toward the sun 

She sends 
Kisses
Blown across the world 
Admiration
On the backs of songbirds
 Promises 
Between the wave-forms of domesticated lightning 

A spring storm
raining love

 Each drop feels unreal 
Unbelievable.
 Frost crept deeper than I realized 

Yet I am thawing  

She says “I love you”  
And I hold each letter to my lips  
fold them safely into my heart

They were mine –
are mine –
ours 
I know they are precious 

This time,

they are warm