Posts for June 9, 2020 (page 5)

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Poem

Class of Covid-19

I did it.
Four years later,
five cords draped 
heavily around my neck 
and one stole gently laying
underneath.

Countless hours spent 
wondering what today
would feel like.
Trying to picture standing
up in front of my 
class, and seeing my mom
overjoyed as I complete 
this chapter of my life.

Little did I know,
I would be waiting 
in a drive-thru line 
to pick up my diploma,
and my memorable handshake 
traded for an air
fist-bump.

No prom, or friends 
at graduation, or
final wave on stage,
but my diploma
stands tall
against the pandemic.

The best three months cut
short, but hey,
at least I can say

I graduated.


Category
Poem

Resilience (with thanks to Joyce Carol Oates)

She inherited his crooked
smile and big feet,
broad shoulders, no hips.
She inherited his steady
nerves, practical sense,
how to take care of things,
how to bury thoughts.

Like him, she knew
that family came first,
that burdens were blessings
like resilience and loss.


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Poem

America Sings After Curfew

they gather in a tunnel
daylight uncertain at either end                       
                                                           sing
songs about a river
            maybe the Gospel’s river
            maybe Springsteen’s river
            maybe the river Styx                  
                                                           sing
songs about a river  
           ears don’t hear  
           eyes can’t see
           deep inside everything                               
                                                           sing
songs about a river            
            heaven’s gate
            or shores of Atlantis
            surfacing from the sea                                                         


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Poem

A List of Disciplines Chanted as a Cause and Cure for Wounded Souls

To train the body at dawn
To train the body to remember
To train the body to forget
To train the body to go limp
To train the body to go without
To train the breath
To open the third eye
To open the mind
To open the mouth
To say the names
To say George Floyd
To say Breonna Taylor
To say David McAtee
To say I see you
To say I’m sorry
To say enough
To say I don’t know
To say I didn’t know
To pray
To listen
To train the ears to listen
To train the ears to hear
To train the fists
To train the guns


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Poem

You Don’t Even Own This Land

My landlord charged me $150

for paying my rent 8 hours late.

I can’t decide if I should cry

at her office door,

write a shitty yelp review,

or email her and ask if she’s heard

2020 is a complete disaster.

I want a refund.

I want a discount.

I want to leave these 400 square feet

for more than a walk around the block.

I have 27 new quarantine plants

that depend on me to

throw the right kind of tantrum.


Category
Poem

Working Tobacco

Working Tobacco

 We learned to work tobacco                                    
before we learned to kiss.                                    
When we did learn to kiss,                                    
there wasn’t enough time                                    
we had to work the tobacco.                                                  

While dew was still wet                                                            
and the sun’s heat                                                
burnt at morning fog                                                
uncles                                                            
and fathers                                                                        
and friends                                                
gathered together                                                
                 like they always had                                                
                 for generations                                                
to pull the tender plants                                                
out of the loose soil.                                                  

Each one knew                                                
what to do.                                                
Some bent over                                                
others squatted                                                
some sat on wooden planks                                                
                like a make shift bench                                                
                laid across the tobacco bed.
                                                                                               
They were careful                                                
to place the plants                                                
in burlap sacks                                                
with roots pointed out.                                                  

Then                                                
they stacked the sacks                                                
so the setters                                                
could pick them up                                                
with ease                                                
and feed the machine                                                
as it clanked across the patch.                                                   I

t was hard work.                                                
My job                                                
               most of the time                                                  
was to follow the setter                                                
and reset bad plants                                                
                or fill in spots                                                
where the setter’s rhythm                                                
had been broken                                                
and a gap left in the straight row.                                                                                                                        
With bare hands                                                
I pushed back                                                
black soil                                                            
                 soft and damp from disking.                                                
From my burlap sack                                                  
still wet with dew                                                
I set new plants.                                                  
I was careful                                                
to keep the roots from clumping.
                                               
Then with the same soft soil                                                
I would cover the roots                                                
and pack the dirt down gently.                                                
With a tin cup                                                
dipped in a galvanized bucket                                                
I gave them water.                                                                             

By mid-day                                                
my knees would be caked                                                
with the black soil                                                  
my hands                                                
would be cut and scratched                                                
from bits of broken stone                                                
                 and arrowheads                                               
left by some ancient culture                                                
                  and turned up from plowing.                                                  

Sometimes I would stop                                                
look back down                                                            
the long furrowed row                                                
of tender green plants                                                
wilted from transplanting.                                                
And I could tell the difference                                                
between my work                                                
and the work of the setters.                                                                                                  

I learned the difference                                                
between man                                                            
                     and machine.                                                  
It was hard work I could be proud of.                                                                        

At night                                    
in my bed                                    
with dirt stained hands                                    
                    and aching muscles                                   
I could feel the rhythm                                    
and hear the clank of the setter                                    
moving across the field.                                      
I could feel the earth give                                    
beneath my knees                                    
and smell the sweat                                    
of afternoon heat.                                                                        

As weariness gave way                                                            
to sleep                                    
                 and gentle rain pinged                                    
on the tin roof over my room                                                
I dreamed.                                    

I dreamed of kisses                                    
                     and girls                                    
                     and all the things                                    
there wasn’t time for.  
Tony Sexton


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Poem

Spooning

Two esses spooning,
your kiss 
in my dream
lingers ghostly 
on my lips
that breathe
i miss you.
My legs curl
around the pillow
then stretch to search 
the cold sheets
on your side. 
The shape of waking
is a cup
holding
your absence.


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Poem

Hiraeth

My unhappiness is rootless,
always coming and going.

It is both the dust storm
and the still;
the wave and the foam—
a disaster and the scenic residual


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Poem

Parched

Black cherry tea, crystalline
Honeycomb, sprig of thyme,
Long recessed to cold, stained
Enamel porcelain once white,
On the rim stay blowflies.


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Poem

Narrative Arc

A sliver of light shines through my almost cracked eyelids,
Darl, light, dark, light,
The ceiling fan quietly pulses.

Eyes wide open, I realize I am in the opening scene of today’s screenplay.

Cut to close-up of my chipped blue coffe mug,
Steam rising, swirling, fading into the morning kitchen air.

Swirling, fading, swirling, fading,
Today’s narrative arc.