Posts for 2020 (page 52)

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Poem

Huineng in Quarantine (after the Southern Chan school of Buddhism)

Where a mask is an embrace,
an open palm is a shelf for the cosmic,
a ripe strawberry is a long and tender meal,
a blade of grass is a meaningful conversation,
a barking dog is meditation,
a crack of lightning is a cool balm,
two palms pressed against glass is communion,
a blooming flower is a field of stars,
I ask: what room is there for dust?


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Poem

FRANK SINATRA WAS A COWBOY

Frank was a singer,
Frank was a swinger,
He made movies,
He ran with the Rat Pack.

But he was also a cowboy.
Remember the song “South of the Border”?
He also made a movie called JOHNNY CONCHO,
With cowboy hat, gun in holster,
Kind of like Gary Cooper in HIGH NOON,
Only with Frank as more of an anti-hero,
The cowardly brother of a feared gunfighter
Who has Johnny’s back–until he dies (the brother).

OK, he was no Roy Rogers,
But Roy Rogers was no Frank Sinatra.
Also, Roy Rogers wasn’t Roy Rogers,
He was Leonard Slye.
Frank was really Francis Albert Sinatra,
But that’s close enough.
Happy trails.


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Poem

It’s Too Humid and You Can’t Even See the Stars

Just a reminder that some nights
just aren’t beautiful.
The air turns to boulders
settling at the bottom of your lungs.
The ground you walk on grows uneven
impossible to safely traverse
in danger of dark.
Cloud cover blocks
those little spots of hope,
weak as they may be from so far.
Simply seeing them can be enough
to drag us through
whatever storm ravages our heart,
making the stars the hardest to lose.
There’s no escaping those nights,
life’s cruel counter-balance to fortune,
but sometimes we need them.
Another night
all the elements will paint
serenity into our minds.
The occasional disorder is instead
an invitation for self-reflection
to find the beauty within ourselves
the world cannot give.


Category
Poem

Summer in the City

Santa wears a steel helmet as he makes his afternoon rounds of the orphan homes and hospitals on foot. It’s lined with metal foil to block the signals from the satellites, the ones that tell him to start drinking again while there’s time and to hell with the children. While the coded lies are silenced he can focus on what needs to be done so the kids can take over the world next weekend. It’s an odd looking hat he wears, olive green in color and shaped like the top half of a flying saucer. He could probably get the elves under the sidewalk to make a sportier one, bright red with white trim and pom perhaps, but they’re busy enough with the toys, with repairing the sleigh and trying to find new reindeer. And the children’s laughter tells him they don’t mind the current model, no matter the grown-up frowns.


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Poem

Numb

I hate waking up in the morning

And closing my eyes again

I got plenty of sleep

Yet I’m exhausted

I roll out of bed feeling like

Today is starting just like yesterday

My motivation and my energy are low

I push myself to do something

And get on to myself when I don’t do enough

I start to feel lonely and numb

And resort back to my bed sheets

I’ll tell myself to go on a drive

To let whatever this is out

And when I park my car back outside my house

It feels like I did nothing except waste gas

I hate these days because I’ve yet to figure out how to fix them

I want to wake up tomorrow with a crazy amount of energy

And purpose

I want to live and I want more than this feeling


Category
Poem

Thorn Blood

What if I wrote like you?
What if my poems pose as prose?
What if I hide intentions in entendres?
What if my lines happen to rhyme?
What if you don’t relate to those?
What if they bury your goals?
What if they say poetry is dead?

I say I’m a blooming rose


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Poem

Fridgershins

The Kentucky campfire spirits
emerged
while the cold crept into
and out of
my fridge.

County lines convert to conversation.
Clips later, clicks orbit.

I tap. I send. I ask how they are.
“Some cold” is all the galaxy asks for.

Here, the kitchen cold
done took command:
endless growls within
my fridge. Done

froze my cheeses

the cherries

the rice-cabbage-radish-mint-chickpea salad

the smoked salmon

the unopened hummus.

Not the ciders, of course.
Or thankfully, the package of abundant bacon.

New territory. Am I installed,
ready to answer the call?
I promised to learn how to turn the cool loose.
I tell the galaxy I am curious:
what’s at the heart of elemental vortexes?
I wonder which is easier to contain:
fires or frigidaires.

At my table, the fridge shut off and quiet,
the temperature tamed but unright and unlucky,
I drank inadvertent iced coffee.


Category
Poem

LARKSPUR (for Grey)

LARKSPUR
(for Grey)

He holds the words in his hand.
Letter by letter he forms 
them into coherent language,
           readable sentences,
           paragraphs and
           pages.

He taps the lead images
gently with his mallet
giving them exact space and
            reason.

He stands over them
looking down
with loving eye
measuring, by vision,
             he next line…
imagining the entire page.
His hands smooth the paper.
he knows the texture
           the smell…
he knows because
it is his art
           his expertise
                 his life.

It is there, at the press,
where he creates the words of a lifetime,
the books we cherish
             the relics of literature.
He holds the words in his hands and t
the hope of reason           
              for all the world to read.

Tony Sexton


Category
Poem

The Truth

Sometimes
I make
a
mistake
that helps
me
realize
that the
negative thoughts 
I have 
about
myself
are true.


Category
Poem

Telling Myself a Bedtime Story

The leaves have turned
Often since I left the garden  

His absence held me
Too long to that land  

I remained a bottomless well
A foot stuck in concrete  

Until the delicious moon
Told me a secret one night  

And I rolled off the mountain
Like a rabid pebble  

My journal with its slobbering    
Testimony followed me to this city  

Where I sit at a polished wood desk
And try to write the rigid skyline  

So foreign from my familiar pen
Of bendy willow and rebellious hills  

Daily sirens now intrusive as a fly
In the next room who eventually  

Finds an open window
And goes about its business  

Car horns, some drunken couple in the street
The background music of my new night life  

No more the questing owl
Or tree frog serenade  

No distant coyote heralding kits
Or corn stalks wrestling the wind  

No man coming along the river trail
Smiling with fish in hand  

During the dark drug of sleep
The mind forgets such folly  

But in the ramp of dream
The whippoorwill calls me  

To the edge
Of almost there