The leaves have turned
Often since I left the garden
His absence held me
Too long to that land
I remained a bottomless well
A foot stuck in concrete
Until the delicious moon
Told me a secret one night
And I rolled off the mountain
Like a rabid pebble
My journal with its slobbering
Testimony followed me to this city
Where I sit at a polished wood desk
And try to write the rigid skyline
So foreign from my familiar pen
Of bendy willow and rebellious hills
Daily sirens now intrusive as a fly
In the next room who eventually
Finds an open window
And goes about its business
Car horns, some drunken couple in the street
The background music of my new night life
No more the questing owl
Or tree frog serenade
No distant coyote heralding kits
Or corn stalks wrestling the wind
No man coming along the river trail
Smiling with fish in hand
During the dark drug of sleep
The mind forgets such folly
But in the ramp of dream
The whippoorwill calls me
To the edge
Of almost there