Posts for June 21, 2022 (page 4)

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Poem

Rose-Colored Glasses

(after Gary Lemons)

Hunger walks down the street disguised
as a neighbor with a house and car.
The mortgage on the house is in default
and the car is about to be repossessed.

No one is happy, not the neighborhood
association, not the tow truck operator,
not even the bankers or the lawyers
they hire – no one
is happy when hunger passes by.

If this moment were examined
we’d see the car is actually part
of the neighbor, what drives him
to live in this upscale neighborhood.

We’d see the roof shingles flutter.
We’d see paint from the walls
ooze into the backyard pool
where neighborhood kids swim.

Speaking for anyone
who has been transported over a county
line where there are
soup kitchens,

I say – hunger does not confine
itself to the outwardly
destitute – this is
wishful thinking wearing
rose-colored glasses –

at any moment the car
might be resting in the attached
garage, the house loud
with everyday activities
that cover the shuffle
of papers and clicking of pens.


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Poem

Orientation

Students sit straight-backed for five minutes before bending back to their phones.

#AmericanSentence


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Poem

You Haul

Storage, the age of storage
and in all my wanderings
into this ripe good age 
never paid for a place to put
my things. Did Odysseus?

Father’s Day shot in search
of pod to pad my books
and holy detritus picked up
in exotic ports. Penelope says
stop being a sissy. Tell mom

you ain’t leaving, post haste.
Ha, ha. My great granddaughter, 
an infectious disease major,
with a Shakespearian taste
likes to hang with me, she takes

it I’m a gay from closet time,
and gains cache with her nerdy
clique of geniuses staying on
this paternal houseboat with me.
Alas, the Pub Tub is on the blocks.

Like many another truth held dear,
Penelope is incorrect, I’m bi. Bye Bye
Birdie. How else did I earn dadhood?
My June endeavor at familial reveal 
has been dented with this frantic fret,

and P’s still in the dark on her origin
story. The Cube Tube or The Shaker Shed?
Which will it be? She says don’t worry,
just imagine walking a mile with
everything you own on your back.


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Poem

Bird in the Window

What was that?
Cricket? A chirp?
Inside, desperate
Tiny bird
Flies frantic at the window
Strikes it again and again

“This must be out, I must be out
the green leaves
the blue sky
can’t get out
this hard thing
won’t let me out
let me out, let me out!”

Open the sliding window
Yet he doesn’t understand
Leg caught between panes
Pinned down, he stops moving 
Seeing the need
Pull the pane down

Invisible wall finally opens
Tiny live thing
Lets go, flies free


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Poem

morning exercise

morning exercise
chasing quail
down the road


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Poem

WELTE’S

Welte’s South City’s speak easy card room
A sleazy smoky side room with scattered green felt circular tables
Characters stiff fixtures from another world 

A balding pit boss ~ Cheese, green visor shield for eyes
Rabbit a gentle soft-spoken Lo-Baller stutterer no front teeth head bent low
Cheese, smooth talker, one of the Pasco boys, a South City real estate jaw
He’d snap his gum, wore a shit ass grin flattered and charmed most anyone
Late on Friday nights I’d go to Welte’s to pick up my Poker Playing Dad
Cheese would ask me about school my grades try to distract me from the bizarre characters and the suffocating smoke filled room
My Catholic school uniform protected me from most of the strange underwater creatures

The bar, a different story
Lit-up jukebox circular booths smoking costumed has-beens
All some kind of dizzying amusement ride
I’d run through hackling drinkers to get to the card room
Scan the room, spot Dad head down holding his cards ~ a terrible bluff
Tired defeated wearing a too long work week sporting a small pile of chips

Burdened men and too-used women with tired fake eyelashes chipped long painted fingernails holding cigarettes with long ash tails
too much rouge blurred like a bad movie
Over-worked like Dad and on the other side of Lady Luck
Most threw down their cards in defeat

Yet deep down they knew Cheese was the ‘House’
Took another hit and busted as the House proudly shined its’ ruthless odds
The House was the Big Cheese!
And we all know the Cheese stands alone

Gambling, a seductive lure, she entices with promises she never keeps
Like Peggy Lee’s torch, Fever, seduces the gambler to come back for more
When Dad won we all won and we’d get a bunch of doughnuts in a pink box

My sugar reward for a dive into a dive 
poker chip totting
smoking drinking
hard luck blue-collar jaws
trying to make a buck
glean a slim chance of gettin’ a little ahead


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Poem

Ever since the monoculture died,

the world is too much with us, late and soon.

Wordsworth has been on my mind, and loss,
and the nature of nostalgia, and the deer
torso shaped like a heart on the interstate median. 

At work, we joke that since the monoculture died–
we’re all feeling so separate and together now
like Wolstoncraft Shelley’s monster, trying
to articulate. One guy said, If I could fight
everything around me, I would. This is the moment
of realization after a lifetime of passivity. 

My grandma once told a story about a pig
that laid its head down on a stump, as if to say,
now’s time for the ax. This is another lie.
But it illustrated my point so well. You can see it–
like the cartoon Wilbur
from the Rankin-Bass ‘Charlotte’s Web,’ some pig
laying his head on the stump like his death
was a noble thing. And sure maybe
that sausage kept the orphans fed all winter,
but more likely it was bound in foil
and packed into some rich man’s Frigidaire. 

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Poem

Canopy

Some couples thrive in the woods of drama, 
foray with gusto into thickets of argument. 

Some relish the sharp 
cracks of lightning in a storm-dark sky,
being blinded to regain sight,

but Lord, I love that we are a shelter–
lush, leafy boughs, a canopy
against storms of career, of world.

You are reliable, I write.  
I imagine you laughing–Yep. I’m like an old car

but what I mean is–
the tenacity of a rooted oak against the wind,
the place where home is built.


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Poem

Feelings

“Write your feelings down in a poem!’
But I can’t. 
My words choke up my throat,

Tangled in my muscles,
Burs of rage and sorrow
And I can’t dislodge them
No matter how I
Cry or cough. 

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Poem

Are you writing in your Sleep?

On three different mornings
this June,
as I started to wake
I was actively composing poems
while dreaming,
speaking them aloud
repeating them to myself
making sure I would not forget

While still one foot in the dream,
I resisted opening my eyes
to the insistent light
trying to sizzle in

Lucid efforts grabbed
some spoken words whole
and miraculously,
a phrase or two came along

For me though,
pictures of words last longer
than the sounds of words
so seeing books with titles
and signs on doors
added to the recall

Upon fully waking
I could still remember the shifts of transitions
the frantic rush of my struggle
I felt as though I had narrowly escaped
like a criminal with something stolen
—some kind of treasure from the dream world

I recall that time I dug a hole in the backyard
And found marbles, arrowheads and coins,
But the currency from my dreams seemed
far greater in value,
perhaps a one-of-a-kind key?
yet with what to unlock hidden

Now that it is late in the day
I begin to wonder
if writing poetry
while awake
is a way to keep dreams going