I need to read more poems
I keep reading
The news
And philosophy moving
And rage streaming
But the joy is in the mystery
I keep reading
The news
At the gas station, we say “Life has been crazy.”
June sure marched across my neck.
I keep relying on outdated conventional wisdom,
keep expecting change. Is this unfair? I mean,
at some point all of this was shallow inland sea.
Our grandfathers small mammals burrowing inland.
I think I’ve shown I’d do anything for you–
haven’t I? I know I’ve always been like this.
Do you see my face
Twisted quietly in fear
As you take me down
The highway at dusk
As the roads settle
Into nothing
And do you see
When I am lonely
And I start swirling
Around you, trying
To say something insane
Enough to get you to
Notice me waiting
And do you see
The fear I hold searching
For what little you provide
For home when I am in need
Of somewhere to ground myself
So I don’t float into the sun
Witless in restlessness
Do you see me linger
When the night falls hard
And tiny moths flood
The light at the windows
As my eyelids sink
But I don’t want to leave
Idling behind your shoulder
Postponing the midnight
Dread I feel alone
Dread I feel moving too quick
Or when moving too slow
In sluggish humid summers
My wicked head hums like
A gleaming wasp on a finger
Trying to sink the venom
Through flesh
Fighting the hand of a ghost
Fighting a plot line and a
Mirror made in the rain puddles
Reflected on the road
As the sun rises like a red sting
Into weary reddened eyes
Fighting the undertow of cars
And the shake in my hands
I know you do not have
Do you see me watching you
Dissapointed that you and I
Don’t see the same
Discomfort in silence
Purveyors’ words of evil don’t go away
on the most sunny day.
Not blotted by beauty
or love in abundance.
Like fungus in damp places
always come back.
Hide in the spaces
between happy thoughts.
Waiting to harness
your mind when at rest.
Calmed with your respite
you must be re-armed
to battle the black deeds
until your life ends.
-Sue Neufarth Howard
The orange and white tabby next door,
has pale green eyes
that look into your soul
when he brushes against your leg.
He lays down on the sidewalk,
rolls around, waiting for you
to rub his belly and scratch his ears.
He’s disappeared twice now
for months at a time–always returns
despite rumors of a pack of coyotes
hiding near the expressway,
by the woods and rocky cliffs
under a mile from our neighborhood,
The squirrel, vole, and mole population
has been greatly reduced
since Thomas the cat arrived next door.
I was thankful, gave treats,
especially after about 20 white impatiens,
outlining a curve in the in the front yard
were desimated at the root and 22 survived.
I never considered Thomas a top predator,
in competition with the mysterious owl
who hoots early evening and dead of night,
its shadow visible occasionally
perched on the giant maple across the street–
But one morning, he slinked past me
as I watered my pink climbing roses,
a tiny baby bunny dangling
from his mouth, whimpering,
I chased Thomas with a pan of water,
freeing the bunny from his grip,
moments later the bunny was back
in the mouth, on the tongue
that had so gently licked me,
licked my little grandson,
in that tickle of sandpaper way.
No more treats for Thomas–
ever,
ever, ever.
The world will end with:
a. A whimper
b. A bang
c. Your lover’s heart gone cold
d.
When your hands are full,
your arms are fuller,
and your shoulders sag
under the weights on them:
a. Put everything down gently
and walk away
b. Throw everything down
and run
c. Take on more
Your glass is:
a. Half full
b. Half empty
c. Leaking, and you can fix that
Who’s drinking from your glass?
a. Only me
b. Anybody who can pay to
c. Anyone who needs to
Pick one:
a. There are no wrong answers
colors
gold, the sort of green inhabited by light
as opposed to the mossy variety
sounds
silence with the occasional siren
cars pass intermittently
the break
blurred yet quite real
between day and night
summer portion so the light extends
everything magnified
slower, if only temporarily
I allow myself to pause
I think of a few, curious as to whether
then I stop myself and consider
only myself
finally I breathe
Two sisters board a train going somewhere circling the task left undone.
My American Sentence today is inspired by two sisters, age 11 and 14, who boarded my train series this afternoon with their own unique offerings:
Elizabeth (14) Two sisters board a train going somewhere, tan-tattered map in their hands. Adelyn (11) Two sisters board a train going somewhere with fourteen smuggled turtles.