Posts for June 29, 2022 (page 3)

Category
Poem

I need to read more poems

I keep reading 
The news

When what I need to read
Are poems
Beautiful verses
And nonsense tripping phrases
And philosophy moving
And rage streaming
And love (because you only write poems if you love)
And those ramblers I only
Half understand
But the joy is in the mystery
The grasping against the words
And the sense that someone
Knows the universe better than I do
Because that hopeful grasping
Is what keeps the soul going

Category
Poem

Snippets

At the gas station, we say “Life has been crazy.”

June sure marched across my neck. 

I keep relying on outdated conventional wisdom,
keep expecting change. Is this unfair? I mean,
at some point all of this was shallow inland sea.
Our grandfathers small mammals burrowing inland.
 
I think I’ve shown I’d do anything for you–
haven’t I? I know I’ve always been like this. 


Category
Poem

Do You

Do you see my face
Twisted quietly in fear
As you take me down
The highway at dusk
As the roads settle
Into nothing
And do you see
When I am lonely
And I start swirling 
Around you, trying
To say something insane
Enough to get you to
Notice me waiting
And do you see
The fear I hold searching
For what little you provide 
For home when I am in need
Of somewhere to ground myself
So I don’t float into the sun
Witless in restlessness
Do you see me linger
When the night falls hard
And tiny moths flood
The light at the windows
As my eyelids sink
But I don’t want to leave 
Idling behind your shoulder
Postponing the midnight
Dread I feel alone
Dread I feel moving too quick
Or when moving too slow
In sluggish humid summers
My wicked head hums like
A gleaming wasp on a finger
Trying to sink the venom
Through flesh
Fighting the hand of a ghost
Fighting a plot line and a
Mirror made in the rain puddles
Reflected on the road 
As the sun rises like a red sting
Into weary reddened eyes
Fighting the undertow of cars
And the shake in my hands
I know you do not have
Do you see me watching you
Dissapointed that you and I
Don’t see the same
Discomfort in silence 


Category
Poem

The Other Side of Happy

Purveyors’ words of evil don’t go away
on the most sunny day.

Not blotted by beauty
or love in abundance.

Like fungus in damp places
always come back.

Hide in the spaces
between happy thoughts.

Waiting to harness
your mind when at rest.

Calmed with your respite
you must be re-armed

to battle the black deeds
until your life ends.

-Sue Neufarth Howard


Category
Poem

Home

I’m trying to relearn the accent
I left behind out of misplaced shame.

Each time I speak, I want to hear
the cadence of the voices
that loved me a long time ago.


Category
Poem

Pining

O table-top heliotrope!
Plucked and vased
you pine—like Clytie

for her Helios—drooping
fading, foundering, withering
giving up like we do.

When love’s gaze decays
we, too, shrivel, quiver, gasp
sputter, collapse, unravel.


Category
Poem

Here Kitty

The orange and white tabby next door,
has pale green eyes
that look into your soul
when he brushes against your leg.

He lays down on the sidewalk,
rolls around, waiting for you
to rub his belly and scratch his ears.

He’s disappeared twice now 
for months at a time–always returns 
despite rumors of a pack of coyotes 
hiding near the expressway, 
by the woods and rocky cliffs 
under a mile from our neighborhood,

The squirrel, vole, and mole population
has been greatly reduced 
since Thomas the cat arrived next door.
I was thankful, gave treats,
especially after about 20 white impatiens,
outlining a curve in the in the front yard
were desimated at the root and 22 survived.

I never considered Thomas a top predator,
in competition with the mysterious owl
who hoots early evening and dead of night,
its shadow visible occasionally 
perched on the giant maple across the street–

But one morning, he slinked past me
as I watered my pink climbing roses,
a tiny baby bunny dangling 
from his mouth, whimpering,

I chased Thomas with a pan of water,
freeing the bunny from his grip,
moments later the bunny was back
in the mouth, on the tongue 
that had so gently licked me,
licked my little grandson,
in that tickle of sandpaper way.

No more treats for Thomas–
ever,
ever, ever.


Category
Poem

Pop Quiz #3

The world will end with:
a. A whimper
b. A bang
c. Your lover’s heart gone cold
d.  

When your hands are full,
your arms are fuller,
and your shoulders sag
under the weights on them:
a. Put everything down gently
        and walk away
b. Throw everything down
        and run
c. Take on more  

Your glass is:
a. Half full
b. Half empty
c. Leaking, and you can fix that  

Who’s drinking from your glass?
a. Only me
b. Anybody who can pay to
c. Anyone who needs to  

Pick one:
a. There are no wrong answers


Category
Poem

only myself

colors
gold, the sort of green inhabited by light
as opposed to the mossy variety
sounds
silence with the occasional siren
cars pass intermittently
the break
blurred yet quite real
between day and night
summer portion so the light extends
everything magnified
slower, if only temporarily
I allow myself to pause
I think of a few, curious as to whether
then I stop myself and consider
only myself
finally I breathe

 

 


Category
Poem

An American Sentence XIV

Two sisters board a train going somewhere circling the task left undone.  


My American Sentence today is inspired by two sisters, age 11 and 14, who boarded my train series this afternoon with their own unique offerings:

Elizabeth (14) Two sisters board a train going somewhere, tan-tattered map in their hands. Adelyn (11) Two sisters board a train going somewhere with fourteen smuggled turtles.