Is it time to smoke inside yet
At the end of the night,
At the end of the night,
I pull a can off the shelf,
knowing the quicksilver
in every freshwater fish can kill,
just like the slow price of burning coal.
The most accurate measurement remains lives per gallon.
Gas. Oil. Water. Coffee. Alcohol. Merck. Pfizer. AstraZeneca.
Are we spilling or saving?
Kafka states, “The deciding moment
in human evolution is perpetual.”
This echoes every minute like the clack
of uncaring cars over a flattened soup can.
i’m tired of living with unhappy people (including myself)
worn by the daily liturgy of complaints you fall into like roadside ditches
heavy with the vestments of all you see as imperfect and throw onto my shoulders
i’ve lived too long under the florescent spires of yellowed headlines bemoaning your own impatience, fattening your fear
a solar cycle on repeat
a sacrament of discontent
i unbaptize myself
this is not the sacred solace
and i will not commune here anymore
i rebaptize myself
in all that is truly holy
in the joys of small things
in every tiny imperfection
in laughter
in sleep
in forgiving myself everything
in forgiving you everything
in letting go
in holding close
in the tears that water me
deep
The unknown
Crowds out logic,
Fear grips.
Squeezing out screams and shrieks,
Shredding inner peace,
Now the Scream.
I am afraid. Help me, God, Help Me.
Out of nowhere, peace. Supernatural Surrender.
Or exhaustion and shock.
Que serra, serra. Best song ever.
A sardonic grin reminisces on the best laid plans
of mice and Men. Breathe in. Breathe out.
When will you understand? I am in control.
You are not. Want your calm back?
Then pray. Trust.
You are exactly where you are supposed to be.
You call me to rest.
Little dove,
the stripe down your sides
of fibers knitted is primed to ignite:
a pyromaniac could bring your cloth
to a blaze, cotton melting like fresh snow,
could have crimson line your ruptured seams,
dripping like a vibrant garish varnish.
So, little love,
chuckle, guffaw, but hold your sides
because chasing the firecracker for laughter,
for its burst of sparks will burn the canvas
black with patterns like peninsula edges
on an ancient, windblown map.
Oh, brittle dove,
if you desire the cut of new cloth to stitch
your embroidery with your hands,
unravel the hem with them — the body
is not simple as thread and the Gordian Knot.
I.
Imagine my body less
flawed, less cockeyed.
Let’s call it weathered,
seasoned, marbled
with age, conversant
with the muddling tongue of time.
II.
Create an imperfect garden.
Allow herb & flower, wind & bark,
moss & mud, a bit of clay & disarray,
a stage for goldfinch & friends to visit,
a winding path to walk, veer to spirit,
a way to soften my heart with plumage &
seedheads, breath—a vessel of focus.
~ A found poem created from words in Linda Parsons’ poem “Visitation: Necessary”
Rain streaks
trail up the windshield
as we take the city highway
to dinner
I can say
I don’t know what
you’re talking about
in a way that makes it clear
I do, in fact, know.
Before that is hail
and sunshine mixed, our breath
fogging the windows while we
await test results.
I don’t want to
give you something else
you have to do every day,
a streak to keep going.
It’ll be cold and windy
next week. We’ll have to
break the blankets out again.
We go out to the store
to buy dog shampoo and
scissors, or formula
and diapers, protein and
veg, milk and cookie,
gin and tonic
Our parent our king
bring…
an end to the chaos
of droughts
storms
rising seas
May people plant in their own lands
with no weather making them afraid
May polar bears find glaciers to raise their young
May gray whales rise for air without fear of the spear
May forests marry and multiply telling tales to their
saplings of animals living in their knots safe in their shade
May coal miners beat their picks into plowshares
oil men turn their derricks into vertical farms
Energy company shall not compete against energy
company nor shall they make war on the earth anymore
Birds of prey are majestic