Hummingbird Hovers
yet moment by moment
hummingbird hovers nearby,
whispers of your presence
gentle as lover’s
touch, embrace this precious
life ‘fore flying
away lightly with grace
yet moment by moment
hummingbird hovers nearby,
whispers of your presence
gentle as lover’s
touch, embrace this precious
life ‘fore flying
away lightly with grace
Waves
Something I’ve lately noticed,
And it kind of makes me sore,
Folks out in the country,
Don’t seem to wave much anymore.
Now, I know what you might be thinking,
Sure, it could be they just don’t wave at me,
But I’ve paid attention riding with others,
And waves are now a rarity.
Has the country lost the kindness,
That it used to have?
If so can we fix it?
Is there a balm or salve?
Old pickups in passing,
One finger raised you’d see,
Of course you might get the whole hand wave,
From friends or family.
When passing folks a workin’,
In the garden or the yard,
They would most always wave at you,
And show you some regard.
Then you would return the favor,
To let them know you cared,
Perhaps to let them know you sympathized,
And the feeling at least, was shared.
Is it just the world we live in?
Is the rat race now too fast?
Could it be common curtesy,
Is now part of the past?
I hope that ain’t the case, sir.
I hope it just ain’t so,
But I have to say I miss the friendly place,
That I used to know.
I tried you on for size
Sampled your maxi and your mini
Your hot pink and little black
The poodle skirts and polka dots
The high neck ruffles and too low riders
The cool chic and the leg warmers
Your combat boots and your fuck me shoes
Shoulder pads to rival any linebacker
I’ve flapped the fringe and checked the flannels
And don’t forget to gag me in gingham
Been taped, tailored, and safety pinned
Was I the peasant blouse or the princess pleat
Oh, tie-dye me a river
I torched my bra a long time ago
Dumped my power suit at Goodwill
Donated all my pantyhose to the cat
Find me now on a meadow runway
Decked in daisies
Bare feet vogueing the sweet grass
Who is the right operator
What is the commutative rule of great-grandparents born and buried in this soil
When does the lack of a Y chromosome cancel all
Why do we divide or multiply by the color of our skin
Where do we put the parentheses
How do we know the constants from the variables
Solastalgia is a form of homesickness or emotional distress one gets when still at home, but the environment has been altered and feels unfamiliar, in many cases caused by environmental change
Waves of heat parch your thirsty soil as
Rain fails to nourish what I thought would
Always be here. But you have no more to give.
We use too much, need too much while the
Appetites of desert and dust beckon you.
I asked a woman taken from her land how
She bore the loss of what was once so dear.
It lives within my heart, she said. Not gone,
But here. She touched her chest. And yet
A part of her was sad and broken.
We have shared endless cadences
Of seasons as they have come and gone.
Still spring will rise, birds will sing the air to life as
I take my broken pieces to a land of hope and water
Holding within the place you will always be
found poem, after Tinderbox Poetry Journal interview
with Kelli Russell Agodon and Martha Silano
Truth Tastes Like music
sidelines cheering
sloppy
first line pops
on the trail
jogging
don’t stop. Kinda dangerous, I guess, but can’t put it off
Maybe we should get matching “Poetry chose me” t-shirts
It’s where the planet
recognizing our similar themes,
as we write out the dirt and the dark,
we are tethered to justice and dreams,
where each line can ignite a fresh spark.
oh, the healing these brave voices bring,
for the the heavy things life has to send;
thank the poets who stand there and sing,
they are making us whole in the end.
With her bedrooms polished
and smelling of Pledge,
before another load of washing
must be gathered, my grandmother
lets breakfast dry on the dishes, drops
her stout body onto the piano stool
and plays the only hymn she knows by heart.
She could be chopping wood, the force
of her forearms and bosom ample
as her vision of a home beyond the skies.
She doesn’t embellish or let her fingers
fly above the melody like a ragtime beat
in a rowdy saloon. Her hymn is rich
like her pies, clean as her home,
solid as her steps marching
through a cloudless day.
If I bite my tongue then maybe I won’t cry
Had to hollow my lungs and let out a bad lie
Became such a fool, a husk, hallucinating
— Brakence, Hypochondriac
Reality is a fragile thing
It beats you to death while telling you it’s okay
It breaks down at the slightest bit of trauma
It falls apart when you get cheated on
Reality is a anxiety inducing thing
So much so I try to escape from it often
14 hours of gaming go by
4-4-4 breathing to become numb to it all
One shot of detergent away from the permanent release
Reality is a gut wrenching thing
It eats to the point of gluttony
While other days fasting until anorexia
And leaves you over the sink heaving
Reality is an insomniac
Forcing itself to get 1-2 hours of sleep per night
Before finally crashing and sleeping through every class period
To only sleep to exhaustion again the next night
Reality is a fragile thing
That tries to smash itself to bits at every corner