Go
With my coffee,
I declare:
This is a good day
to go somewhere.
Where will I go?
I do not know.
Just take it easy
and go with the flow.
these bones are tired
the kind of tired sleep doesn’t fix
it must be hard living every day like that
harder than let on
legs heavy, unmoving
living in slow motion
tired,
so tired
under my breast
on my ribcage
stabbing pain
a knife of a life
i could have lived
instead
there are easy days
breathing feels like
privilege
but the heavy days
soundwaves
bounce corner to corner
thoughts
unfiltered & screaming
in my mind
terror
where unconditional love
should live
then…
contentment
just contentment
heart is full
yet unable to be grateful
unable to bask in the sunlight
i am jealous
of other timelines
where i am able to feel
unaltered, abundant
levels of joy
even on heavy days
Her voice, her walk, her gaze,
her whole way of being for chrissake,
is wrapped in velvet.
Every movement, every word,
soft and rich.
So alluring is her presence
that you almost can’t stop yourself
from reaching out to touch it.
How do you touch someone’s presence?
The physics of it aren’t clear,
but if you were to accomplish it,
you would come into contact
with the texture of grace
and it would be all you could do
to not sink your soft body
into her depths and roll around.
It would be embarrassing, of course.
You would do it anyway.
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Some days it is like a circus
without the swirl of a carousel
as I listen to the news. Other days
it is a funeral tears spilling onto the ground
wiping away the blood covering city streets.
I try to understand the hate and inequity
that permeates the pores of the nation.
It is if they forget the flight of the swallow
migrating south in autumn,
the bloom of the mayapple in early spring.
Don’t they remember wild horses
walking the sands along the ocean’s edge,
the way a mother cuddles and warms her newborn baby
in the middle of the night.
When it overwhelms,
turn off the news.
Be the artist spilling paint across the canvas with gentle strokes
to tell the story.
Be the writer blowing words to corners of the earth creating peace
with the language of sacred space.
Dance across the clouds dripping grace like freshwater pearls,
a pirouette waving a wand of lavender.
* This a tanka prose form.
A prose section is followed by a five-line tanka.
Traditionally the tanka is in a 5-7-5-7-7 sequence
and the two parts need to refer to each other.