Biding this Side of the Bends
– After Danny Boy, by Frederic Weatherly
The morning is heavy, with moisture
like tears gathering in slate skies,
mounting up to overwelling, feeling
like attempt to cool oppressive summer
heat that clings, nail and tooth
to the day’s possibilities.
And I remember, I wonder
if I can hear the pipes,
calling, calling…
(The melancholy whistling
of breath through a tunnel
of smooth-shapen wood;
my own personal folklore)
Somewhere, somewhen,
the laughter of children
gone silent, eyes like glass
and mystified, following
a stranger, in the streets
of Hamelin, deft fingers
dancing a row of holes
like knots in a tree, until
innocence is tucked to bed
in unseen caves.
And I wonder, did they even
hear the pipes,
calling,
calling…
(The melancholy whistling
of breath through a tunnel
of dark and lonely woods;
a diasporic folklore)
Somewhere else, somewhen other
passengers aboard Flight 153
enter wispy clouds, and
disappear, in folds unknown,
til decades later, in the flimsy rags
of a tabloid—reemerge
articulated and skeletal remains
in their seats. Arms around necks,
heads upon shoulders. Fictional
as they may be, I can see them.
And I wonder, could they
hear the pipes,
calling,
calling…
(The melancholy whistling
of breath through a tunnel
of half-forgotten woods;
an urban folklore)
I remember—I returned
from a Europe sleeping, feeling
much the same, bones laid out
to dry, an innocence lost
in different caves, years ago,
fit for moisture, in a different
summer, different
heat and gathering rain, and
I’m older, now—I’ve left the fold
of that time, that space. The sun
feels like it will beat the clouds
from the skies, over this deck,
over the red umbrella hanging
over the oxidized metal
of the table that supports
this laptop.
But I feel the years
mounting, and I feel
this love, like a long-held breath, and
I wonder if this sound
I hear, calling,
calling,
is you,
or me,
or her (it’s her. It’s always
her) or just the pipes
(their melancholy whistling
that breath, that single breath,
through a tunnel of internal woods;
the ending, or the beginning
of folklore)
I’m still writing.
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This poem resonates. I adore the reference to such a classic song, which fits with the theme of longing and looking for a sense of place.
Even the sun above is stretching for its sense of place.
And the flights. And the red umbrella.
All of it. Love it. My favorite poem by you yet, I reckon! <3
Thank you, T.
Don’t know that I’ve ever heard such a sad and beautiful piece, all at the same time. Has been a favorite since we sang it in high school. I love recapturing the “favorite” with new pieces 😛
The opening stanza packs a punch! I love the “calling” throughout, too.
Here’s where your poem literally made me gasp with admiration:
“But I feel the years
mounting, and I feel
this love, like a long-held breath, and
I wonder if this sound
I hear, calling,
calling,
is you,
or me,
or her (it’s her. It’s always
her) or just the pipes”
This is one of my favorites! Thank you for sharing it with us.
Thank you, H.
Think it somehow captured words I’ve been trying to say for years. Clearer the older I get. So glad you three that have responded liked this one.
I feel like I am travelling – literally on a journey – through this poem as I read it.
“it’s her. It’s always her.” – powerful but soft awareness. I wrote one once that ended “and that is the story of how I died with a pen in my hand.” I find it relatable. <3
Thank you, Jane.
That ending of yours is gorgeously sad. And echoes. I’d love to read it some day. Thank you for your reading this year.
The reading has been a pleasure. I’m not sure if you get these updates but I will send it to you. Do you have a website? Or my email: eredblue@gmail.com
Gorgeous! This one calls me to re-read and revel in the rhythms and imagery. <3
Thank you, Alvera!!