I’m tryin not to forget you
But,
My memory sucks
And the drugs don’t help.
I think of all those times
your hair hung long,
It was cold outside
And you didn’t want to be by yourself.
The breath you needed,
The puzzle we completed
And your heart,
The way it beated was just for me.

And now,
It’s funny.
I’m the one struggling to breathe.