Before
Every memory of him I possess
is dressed in a button-down,
leather shoes, and old-man slacks
worn belted high, prone
to ride up whenever he bends
at the waist to sit in his armchair.
Sometimes, above his socks, I catch
a glimpse of grandpa’s legs,
shiny as his balding head,
stick-thin shins scarred red,
mom says, from years of steely scrapes
tattooed by creamery cans.
He was a farmer back then,
but I’m too young to imagine what I see
is not what’s always been. How strange
the thought of him, now soft with age spots,
once hefting hunks of milk-filled metal,
clad not in slacks, but in boots and denim.
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the details convey your awe, love, and reverence so well
Thanks! He was my favorite!
Such a wonderful tribute to a man who you must hold dear in your heart. The descriptions are so vivid. Love “tattooed by creamery cans” — just wonderful.
This is beautiful. I can see that shiny thinning skin. I often wonder who my grandfather was before Parkinson’s, but I only knew him after.
I’m old enough to remember a whole generation of men wearing their pants belted high, glimpses of ankle above their socks whenever they sat down. As a kid, I thought it looked funny, but you found a way to make it sentimental and charming. Well down, Chelsie.
I like to call it the Fred Mertz (from I Love Lucy) look. 🙂
Great poem, Chelsie! Am enjoying your poems! Aiming for all 30 for the Gauntlet?
I didn’t originally intend to do them all, but I got hooked on this after the first day! Now I’m trying to do all 30, but I am going on vacation for a week starting tomorrow, so we’ll see if I keep it up! Hopefully my trip will inspire me!
This poem is a beautiful tribute to the memories we hold dear of our loved ones. The line “Every memory of him I possess is dressed in a button-down” is particularly poignant, as it captures the way we remember our loved ones in specific details, like the clothes they wore or the way they moved. Thanks for sharing!
Thank you!
I hope I’m remembered.