i deserve sunshine
one day my love will live beyond the confines of page,
livelier than ribbon flowing ink of pen,
more colorful than any language spoken or written
in any of the languages i’ve never bothered to learn
these days, it is no longer my fear of the light holding me back;
i have had my moments in the sunshine-
with lovers who may have cloaked me in too much shade
but someday, i will feel worthy
to bring my adorations further than a lonely poem
on a longing night,
full of wistfulness for light
and the warmth of her embrace