Fuck it Up
I don’t want to fuck this up,
famous last words to end
what could have been
a beautiful love story.
Why not fuck it up?
Why not say what you mean?
What you want, what you feel?
Hesitation is the killer of beauty
so why not go for it?
He told me at 2am
standing in the carport,
looking at me like the world.
“I want to be more,” such scary words.
That terrible thought crept in
I don’t want to fuck this up…
But I did, deep in my soul
I wanted it to break
so we could build something new.
Almost 9 years later,
I’m glad I fucked it up
and built something new
with you.