No more demanding a griddle-cheeked maxim than Let’s
Let’s
deep in the gelatin back bone,
what gilt barnacles cudding the ash into ashes—Let’s,
now, yes, now—Let’s.
Let’s
The ugliest green I have
Ever seen,
Slopped onto this picnic table,
Covering HM + MA but not erasing
Their star crossed artifact of
LOVE —-
Age unknown—-picnic table
And HM + MA.
Hot-diggity-damn!
The BMOC of Central Park rambles
Across the green space on his
School bus yellow front loader,
Lifting puke green, faded red
And Go Cats! blue tables
Moving them further from
My observation perch.
He’s a
Hopped-Up-On-Life Cowboy
Sporting Coke-Bottle-Lens glasses,
Kicking up dust as he rambles
Assuredly over on his yellow steed
Relocating another table to the
Herd’s new pasture.
But, WHY?
Adoring throngs of admirers
Freeze in place leaving the playground
At a standstill as if they are frozen in time,
By a Mystic Power chanting their names.
With mouthes agape,
They watch and wait as he
Strides by subduing the yellow beast
As If It Weren’t Anything Whatsoever,
Not even a quiver of muscles is detectable
From the stoic cowboy.
And on their faces, without saying a word,
Each little boy and little girl
Wistfully share their dreams
Of becoming the next generation
Cowboys of Central Park
With their very own big rigs.
the earth is naked here
200 million years
revealing themselves
monolithic Navajo red cliffs
grey ash white sandstone
volcanoes floods
torrents carving and cracking
and smoothing their way
ripples pocket marks
of water and wind
the towering rock
folds crevices canyons
settled for the moment
miracle of juniper and pinion pine
cactus wildflowers
winding roots
through blazing rock
and somehow, for now
we slight creatures
get to walk the ancient trails
rivers and time have wrought
I know it’s cheesy or cliche to say
but you were
a special part of my childhood
and my teenage years,
someone whose movies
I enjoyed and sought out.
As a sensitive, intelligent child
it was probably easy for me
to identify with the characters you played,
gentle, nerdy men
who were often underdogs.
Little Shop Of Horrors
was probably
the first scary
(for me)
movie
that I fell in love with,
paving the way
for my later enjoyment
of horror comedies like Scream.
I wore that soundtrack out.
It’s still a favorite.
You serenading your wife
with the song “Close To You”
in Parenthood
was vulnerable and romantic.
When I discovered SCTV,
I fell in love with Bob and Doug McKenzie.
It’s funny how
the actors we watch as children
feel like friends.
And though I don’t know you,
that is what you were to me.
Someone who could make me smile and laugh.
Someone I felt safe with.
I understand why you stopped making movies.
I think it’s beautiful you chose
to prioritize your loved ones.
I know you’ve been having fun making music.
I know you may never return to acting.
And I understand that too.
I’ve just been thinking about you lately.
Like great actors we have lost to death
or old age,
you’re someone I miss seeing on the screen.
I just wanted to say thank you for all the laughter
and to let you know
you are still beloved.
If you ever decide to return to acting,
there are many of us
waiting to embrace you.
Either way,
I hope you are happy
and I wish you the best.
sweat beads slide from forehead to chin
drip from jawline to shoulder
trace a trajectory from upper arm to wrist
dive from fingers to splash on toes
this glistening body shines in lunar light
slumbers with interruption as fans whirr and hum
desperate to slice into the thick night
The blinking cursor blinks with great expectation.
But the blank page remains blank.
I write and then delete.
I do that often.
I send a message and then unsend it.
I say something and then I wish I could un-say it.
I think a thought and then shake my head to erase that same thought.
I reflect on my social interactions with others and wish I could revise them.
It always could be better, and nothing is ever good enough to let it be as it is.
If it weren’t for deadlines, pressure of ticking clocks,
I’m not sure I’d ever get anything done, because I want perfection.
It is impossible.
I know.
I’ll drive myself insane at this rate.
I know that, too, and it may be too late.
Okay, fine, I give up.
Here is my imperfect string of thoughts.
Do what you will with it.
Say what you will.
Read into it what you will.
I know that I will want to delete this later.
But for now, I’ll let it sit as is.
aphid crawl against my wrist
first time my cousins
have felt like my cousins
we want the funeral to be a celebration
of life
slip hand below rusty shawl
on waist are you doing okay
yes you?
wandering piano chords that night
for lotion for trying to girl
for afterlife for beforelife
for black with a pop of color
for knowing just enough
cheers
with this buggy sparkling juice
They’ll want a lamp
they can turn on by clapping
when the night comes in
or the day is dark with rain.
They’ll use it more in winter,
the crypt where fears fester,
and they hear their mortality
clearing its throat in the corner
In the room where they’d love you
to stay and stave off the shadows
they’ll want a lamp
they can turn on by clapping
but you are the light of the sun.
I
Inspired by The Writing Prompt for The Fool from “Tarot Rituals” by Nancy C Antenucci and Paint Chip Poetry