Lost soldier without it’s commanding officer

Me without caffeine
For the sake of health,
A lifeline must be traded in
For better life
8 days without coffee now
The trenches have filled with water
And I’m feeling shell-shocked
Normal functioning is like tredging through deep mud here in my trench
One day soon, the mud will dry
And I’ll find the trench filled in
The war will end, and I’ll go home
To shower and shake off years of obeying
The master that is caffeine addiction