a mom’s father’s day thoughts
last night yet another wine glass broke
a subtle crack, as I clanked a plate accidentally
against the rim
still usable, probably
though I should just buy another set
this was the last of the stemware and I chuckle
the occurrence
during a movie about a family
struggling
yet a happy ending and I have to wonder
have we reached just that
although drastically different?
*****
dear kids
sorry if I created a rift
if I drove a wedge between what was and could be
regrets are useless, meaningless now
I could have changed myself, or a part of me
something small, even, if I’d known
I hate that you might struggle, due to my ineptitude
I admit fault
I’ve watched us lean, grow
accept grace
love each other despite our tendencies
our circle is beautiful
not all our stories are broken
a crack in the surface, sure
but no need to be replaced
vessels still capable of acceptance
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the crack in the first stanza reminds me of Anna Karenina a year into her marriage; the crack in the last stanza reminds me of the Golden Bowl
All families have cracks. And now the speaker can model for these kids how to live and grow and thrive in spite of the cracks, a skill we all need in this life! What a beautiful gift to offer them. This is poignant and also full of love. Well done.