Fearing planes, I
experience death’s
Exposition, the panicked
Knowing

This my last breath
This is my last sneeze
Last accidental grazing of a human hand
Last time trying to say “You’re fine” or “No problem” but saying “Your Problem”
Last pangs of persistent self-judgment
Last panic attack
Last song:

“Thought 
 I knew 
What love
was;
What did I know?”