Aesthetics
It is not aesthetics that mark their beauty
It is reading Dean Koontz
by waves of oncoming headlights
on our way back home
It is replacing city sounds
with cacophonic frog songs
that keep us awake
It is holding their hand
to follow in the dark
while they lead you through
It is awakening to the morning
with coffee-fragrant air
and chocolate croissants baking
It is running out of gas
waiting for a rescue
and singing Zach Williams at the top of our lungs
It is being unbelievably COVID-broke
enjoying their voice on the phone
and receiving an unexpected gift
It is knowing they will laugh just as hard as you
at the joke you have been saving all day
because no one else gets it.
It is stumbling ungracefully through
a new worship song
hearing them sing robustly off-key
It is them doing that one thing
you desperately needed them to do
before they ask
It is them playing Burn the Ships
as we leave a skeezy Best Western
(that we had no idea would be skeezy)
It is the collection of memories
in my sacred mental temple
that lives on in my grateful heart