After Chemotherapy,
my love kisses me in recovery, he tells me I smell like flowers.
I inhale the scent of a new casket spread, of freshly mown graveyards.
These lily of the valley encounters:
the long shadow of morning hours,
hospital bouquets with their get-well-soon cards,
my love kisses me in recovery. He tells me I smell like flowers.
I think of dying trees, leaves, and flower
petals. Once, I mistook autumn for spring as a child.
These daisy and white lily encounters:
blooms of chemotherapy flowering,
deep roots within me, what are the odds
my love kisses me in recovery and tells me I smell like flowers?
The many hands that folded in prayer
have left me smelling of yarrow.
What a gift I have encountered.
How blessed we are to have this time of ours,
my love and I, with our two brave hearts.
He tells me I smell like flowers.
I smile bright as a chrysanthemum.
12 thoughts on "After Chemotherapy,"
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I love the cadence and repetition, how it moves through the piece
Thank you for appreciating that!
I love how the exquisite tension in the first part of the poem is resolved in the last part
I was hoping a reader would feel that way. Thank you, Gaby!
Jaz, your poetic stories of love, family, grief, and hurt reach a different level. Keep writing!
I agree with John. I felt very wrapped up in the emotions of this one.
It is an emotional piece.
I don’t think I could stop writing even if I tried, John! Thank you.
The dichotomy of this poem is powerful, a true testament to the human spirit- and floral strength. I love the flow of your poem, as well as the placement of repetition.
Thank you, Virginia!
Oh man. Echoing others I’m sure in saying what a range of memories and emotions in a moment. Just beautiful to see them all overlapped like that. It is so true that sometimes we just feel it all. Great capture! Like an x-ray of the soul
I love that you see the beauty of it. Thank you!