ask me to tell how it feels
when a nine-year-old
cannot recall her mother’s face
the shape of it
the smell of it
the softness of it
when a nine-year-old
cannot recall her mother’s voice
the pitch of it
the pentatonic of it
the passing tone of it
when a nine-year-old
cannot recall her mother’s body
to shield her
from the one
she is now to call mama
***The title of this poem is a line from Lucille Clifton’s poem Memory
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The answer to your question is the absence of “memory” which is itself memory…
Nice insight!
I especially love the stanza about the voice–
the pitch of it
the pentatonic of it
the passing tone of it
something about losing the memory of voice that is especially heartbreaking for me. Very moving, Pam.
Thank you for your kind words, Elaine. Losing the memory of her voice was the hardest,