Boy’s Life
The red scooter rusting
in the culvert belongs to a boy
who’s gotten too big for toys,
now there is working the controller,
pushing his player through levels,
past bosses, hours committed
to the dopamine rush
of seeing his avatar
on the scroll of high scores.
Lame is father
yelling at him to get up,
get out, cut the grass —
For chrissakes, do something
with this day —
dad’s Adderall kicking in,
all do, do, do —
mother asking if he wants
his favorite mac & cheese
because she’s worried he’s angry,
angry at her, and there goes
her last nerve, off to pilates.
They’re so easy to see through,
it’s no challenge, really,
easier than Zelda
or COD or Grand Theft,
this boy’s life, so boring,
game he’s already mastered.
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I’ve felt your helplessness and their touchiness.
Very vivid! Perfectly rendered. Depressing in the most poetic way.
Fantastic, Bill! So perfectly done, and a real lament. The last line is like a jury verdict.
Bill, I’m in awe of how you present us with the heaviness of each moment while simultaneously lifting the weight for us so that we can float through reading your words. Astonishing. Such talent. Great poem!
Perfect lament of these years…
Love and lft me chuckling “there goes/her last nerve, off to pilates.”
What a narrative you create–heartbreaking, but told with such compassion.
Real and relatable!
The voices here are so authentic. My favorite line is “all do, do, do —” – it echoes.
Another jewel in the crown! Last lines are fire!