you could call me translucent

will say hello if spoken to
will share notebooks if you’re curious
mostly just utter
                            yes
                                   another beer
                                                         please
                                                                      thank you

mostly just watch

       people shooting pool
       people karaokeing
       people drinking shots
       people coming in
                    with other people

i almost invited a friend
       kinda didn’t want
to risk what solitude offers

I love pens, poetry

collecting ideas from laughter
                             from eavesdropping stories
                             from the words of others
                                            read from the phone

     still

to share these hours with another special other
could be my eluding fulfillment
paper is longevity
               you could be escape
                                                               or more
       than anything else in my world

or so I dream
        from statue station
amid the bliss
        of stardom strangers

this night is everything it needs to be
      if not everything it could be

contentment is a state of mind
      of existence
i will appreciate all that life gives
      even as i clamor for more