tw: sexual coercion mention

There was a point in my life when I would’ve done anything to see you like this

You, laying there, just so

Curls tossed haphazardly across your shoulder

Golden sunlight dancing on the bed

Topless

There was a point in my life when I would’ve done anything to have this

Your voice in my ear

The weight of your body on top of mine

Your lips on my neck

The word “no” stuck in my throat

A word that never fell from my lips onto your ears

There was a point in my life when I would’ve done anything for you to do this

Your hands run along my bare arms

Your eyes trained on mine

As you tuck my hair behind my ear, your thumb brushes my cheek

And yet

I feel sick

But the picture is perfect

-a beautiful view, a horrible feeling