Once pain blew me up

into a swollen balloon,

I tried to avoid all

points & pricks &

sharp tongues.

 

But they cut

unexpected.

 

Like when my friend—

a songwriter

whose brother

killed himself—

warned me,

 

don’t say anything

depressing.

 

I squealed into the ether,

then disappeared.

 

Maybe you saw me

on the sidewalk—

busted blue rubber

with a ribbon tail.

 

Plastered to the concrete

by foot traffic.

 

Waiting for the next big rain

to wash what’s left away.