Hidden Labor
As I lie upon
layers of contrasting fabric
red, blues, pinks and purples soothe
my mother’s quilt invites me in
faded and torn, raw edges here and there
batting peeking out each patch
warmth surrounds me
I remember questions I never asked—
Mom, how did you do this?
how did you know how to cut each square and triangle?
where did you learn to layer pink and red
remnants from the dresses you made me?
when did you do this work, this cutting and sewing
the hand stitching and making?
while Dad was at work?
while we were at school?
There is no trace of the work she’s been doing
now tucked away in the basket
next to her sewing machine in the sewing room
each quilt bleeds colors, oozing blue into aqua into green
I give her my shibori dyed silk scraps.
Here Mom, you can make an art quilt and I’ve brought you a color wheel.
Oh, I have one of those, she said with a tender smile
I never could learn how to use it.
When I visit a few years later, she hands me a log cabin wall hanging
For each cabin she used a different color of my silk—
fire for fall, cool blues for winter and a mixture for spring and summer.
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I like how the poem “bleeds” into your questions. Your use of colors is wonderful. Nice ending.
Love: “my mother’s quilt invites me in/faded and torn, raw edges here and there/batting peeking out each patch
warmth surrounds me”
I cherish the quilt my grandmother made me and the one started by her mother and finished by her for my daughter.
Thank you for waking this memory with your lovely poem.
And I love “the questions never asked.” I have so many myself I wished I’d posed while I still had the chance.
Laverne, this is such a beautiful tribute to mothers and the love stitched into everything they make. I’m enjoying reading about the stories of your family this year, thanks for sharing.
Wonderful how the :gifts of love you gave her came back as a gift of love to you! I’m with you and Bill about questions too late in the asking.
It’s an amazing thing to see people through the things they’ve made and done. Fossil traces. And to keep on being with, talking with, that way too.
Such a rich life, she wove. As Rich ias the one you write.