in bed on my side like
you used to lie like #8
  hands above head
                                           bowed fingers touching
 feet bottoms flat touching, legs
                   rounded in a bowl

together we made 
12 back

we multiplied twice

now you sleep on the couch like #1
and in the middle of the night I find 
                                         you there as #7
arms outstretched before

i’m still #4 in bed at night but
now I lie with