self sabotage
I am reading these today
they have come across my visual landscape
I’ve not sought them out yet I can let my mind tell me I have
by will of finding new ways
we are searching-
he and I-
for forward
we have been holding hands so far along this route swinging
back and forth
it seems to be a time now
that we need to recalibrate the swing
or at least the
or maybe height
the top of this rollercoaster ride
or maybe
the bottom
just the curves and angles
any way
different than what has come before