forgive me if I’m off
it’s been a few days
meaning it’s been quite a few days
meaning the past few days have been a lot
now that’s out of the way (my meandering words)
     I am bobbing in the deep end, head above water
          head above water
     thinking all these thoughts
     whispering prayers
          trying to yield to the sublime but how does one
everything is ajar, a door left open
literally, in that I will soon have two doors for a short period
     then back to one, albeit new and interesting and good
     (good is such an optimal word)
sometimes life spins, as a fan hammered into the ceiling
     reminding me the roof might just assume flight
     leaving me exposed
forgive me if I’m off