Your love is a carcinogen 
And memories split like cells
Cloning with minor changes
You were the first to mutate
And never cease, your image
Fractaling and augmenting
Smothering every other thought
But the ones of you, a consuming
Burden lugged with each heartbeat
Too deep to carve out of my skull
Too fragile a place rooted in to irradiate
Instead I make my body war itself
Hoping to destroy you the last time