how do I find it
when I’m unsure what I’m looking for 
does it exist 
yes, it’s there 
maybe hidden, perhaps not
I don’t see it
much less feel
is it down a particular path
road I’ve yet to explore
under water or on top of a mountain 
in the pages of a book 
I write
in search of
looking for the not quite lost
hoping for answers
the next
my life