I am clawing at my throat 

 

Doing all that I can to rip out what’s beneath 

 

These heart shaped glasses and flowing sundresses can’t cover what is me 

 

Strip me down lovingly and what will you see?

 

Shove shove shove 

 

It away

 

Mask mask mask 

 

What I think from what I say 

 

I am a facade

 

Hiding from 

 

God? 

 

Don’t look at me 

Don’t look at me 

Don’t look at me