Lions and Tigers and Holes
Something in the picture says remember me each time he holds it in trembling hands. Turning it over, he sounds out the words in pencil there. Circus. He knows that, the place with wild animals and, let’s see, yes, with other things. Brooklyn is harder. He thinks he might have lived there, but his wife says he confuses it with Chicago. He doesn’t know where that is, though he guesses it’s a place. 1931 is easy. That’s the year he was six and his first brother was three, right before the family moved — from Brooklyn! yes! — to his uncle John’s farm overlooking the fjord in Norway. He smiles. Turns the picture over. Hears remember me. But doesn’t.
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To me, this feels like a sweeter and much more heartfelt iteration of what Randy Newman’s “Ghosts” attempts to convey, mind you, with all that dark, sardonic, and rickety wit he so masterfully laces through everything. I love it, especially the line/part/shred/ort/fragment/independent clause “he sounds out the words in pencil there.” I can feel and hear the sketchy graphite tracing, retracing, and tracing back: beautiful. Fantastic. Thank you.
Thank you, Rivka. This is my father these days, 95 and most often in another universe. We spoke on his birthday, and Chicago means nothing after fifty-some years lived there. Sigh.